Bitter Fantasy

Have you ever had fantasies? Of course, you have! Everybody has fantasies! Mine was always about giving someone the time of their life. I don’t mean doing something nice for someone who loves you or who has done a favor to you. I don’t even mean preparing a great time for someone you care about. What I mean taking a random person and making them happy beyond their wildest dreams, just because they happened to be on your way when you were picking the person for the experience. It’s a fantasy, right? Well, I made it real. And, contrary to what I expected, it ended up being a bitter fantasy. Let me tell you the story.

Before I go on, I must say I’m a bondage enthusiast. Moreover, I’ve always thought that if more people experienced bondage, there would be more rope enthusiasm all around the world. Many people say they don’t like bondage simply because they’ve never had the time to do it.

I chose the woman at the park because she was in good shape. She must have been in the army or something, because she had a very specific routine. I don’t know how she became a homeless person. But I was sure she was perfect for what I had in mind.

One night, a doctor helped me sedate her. We took her to the studio, cleaned her up, hydrated her, and took care of some cuts and scrapes she had. When she woke up, I explained to her that I was willing to give her enough money to start a new life if she played bottom in a bondage scene for me. She had no previous knowledge of bondage, so I explained to her what Shibari is all about. Moreover, I asked her to act out her newly gained freedom within the scene.

At first, she thought I was kidding. But when she realized I was serious, she put her heart into it. She really turned the scene into a symbol of her struggle to become free again. She ended up exhausted. But you could see hope shining again in her eyes.

She took the money and left. I call this a bitter fantasy because I would have liked to ask her name, and arrange a future meeting between us. But I promised there would be no strings attached. And I complied.

This is my Shibari story.