Private Shibari Instructor

I have to hide myself. I know that people are more open-minded nowadays, and that alternative lifestyles are becoming increasingly popular. Nevertheless, I’m not willing to take the risk. I have too much to lose. That’s why I had to hire a private Shibari instructor. I will tell you my story, and I’m sure you’ll agree with me.

I must begin by saying that I’ve been aware of my kinkiness from a very early age. Actually, I was a teenager when I discovered how much I enjoy bondage. The idea of tying someone up and keeping them restrained arouses all kinds of pleasurable sensations within me.

I took a lot of classes, and I became quite a competent rigger. And, whenever I can, I rent a studio and hire a model to do a scene. It is an indescribable joy for me to spend hours and hours planning a scene. I take care of everything, from the clothes my model will wear, to the lightning, to the knots that I will use. Honestly, I pay attention to every detail.

I must say that most of my scenes are about schoolgirls. I must have over two dozen different uniforms in my wardrobe. And I must have done at least three scenes with each of them.

So far, I guess my story sounds similar to those of many other bondage enthusiasts. However, I have a problem that they don’t have.

I am a schoolteacher. Every day, I spend hours and hours in classrooms filled with teenagers in uniform. For me, it is pure bliss. But can you imagine what the parents would say if they knew I’m obsessed with girls in uniform? That I dress my bondage models very similarly to the way their daughters dress to come to school?

I’m not quitting my kink. As long as I can keep both things apart, I’m not doing anything wrong. But I am afraid that one of these days the parents or the school authorities will find out about my kink.

What do you think they’ll say? What would you say? Would you hire a private Shibari instructor?

This is my Shibari story.